36

I rescued from my shelves 36 candles. I served a jameson’s whiskey. I lighted them. I looked at them for a while. And then, I played Radiohead’s «videotape» song from «in rainbows».
I opened my moleskine notebook, I looked out of the window. I thought again, I did, I made it. The cost was really high. I looked at the guitar. It is really silent instrument tonight. It whispered to me, tonite is not its night.
I took whole the coins from the cup. I started counting pounds, crowns, dinhars, and all sort of coins.
I took the phone and I call you.
I dialed 36 numbers. My years.
And that’s all.
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Ftf.
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